Or two, or three, or…okay. I finally watched The Force Awakens in my own home the other night, and it was glorious. I still got chills, was still in awe, still in love. It’s an absolutely phenomenal film. I could go on for days about how fantastic it is, but perhaps I’ll save that for another day.

I’m just in love with everyone in the movie.

Even Kylo Ren and General Hux!

Oh Kylo. When you remove that helmet and reveal your black lion mane, I swoon. This gif isn’t the best quality so I  suggest you just watch this scene, and you’ll know what I mean.

When this movie initially came out, I heard a lot of people complain that (SPOILER) he could not possibly be the son of Leia and Han Solo, that he wasn’t handsome enough to be their offspring.

But have those people seen this?!

Look at that face and somehow tell me it’s anything less than exquisite. I truly see a resemblance to Harrison Ford in this picture.

He’s sexy like his grandpa.

Oh my goodness, I’m having flashbacks to when I was madly in love with him in middle school. Part of that will clearly never go away.

I am also just lightly attracted to General Hux….

It might just be his red hair…and that the last thing I saw Domhnall Gleeson in before this, he looked like this:

I thought he was adorable in Ex Machina, another excellent movie!! You know who else was in Ex Machina? The beautiful Oscar Isaac, that’s who.

YES, POE. I SURE DO.

I love Poe the most, but everyone is beautiful and talented and awesome in this movie. John Boyega is adorable and Daisy Ridley is just…she’s the best. She’s my idol. Rey is strong, beautiful, charming, and seriously just the coolest.

Speaking of Star Wars crushes…I can’t neglect my original love.

I was just expressing my adoration very recently, and he is still being awesome.

1. On Twitter, he favorited one of my tweets!! Granted, it was a retweet of his own, but still!!